prom he was the only thing i was thinking about, i was trying to have fun but i couldnt have to much fun..
- see Bobby come back from the Navy safe
- get married
- swim with sharks
- have kids
- move out of my parents house
- get a tattoo
- turn 18
- be done with high school
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(ill do more later)
I started dating this guy 12.29.11 so it only been a little over 2 weeks, we say we love each other and that we want to spend the rest of our lives together. And i truly believe it. is it bad that we say that? i just cant get him out of my head. i feel like nothing matters when im with him. i have had 2 other boyfriends and i didn’t feel the way i do now. he can always make smile no matter what. i can never get mad at him, i try to but i just fail. when we were dating only for a day or two i didn’t feel good and he came over with something for me to eat. i feel like i can really trust him and i don’t trust a lot of people. when i first started dating him people told me i would get sick of the drugs and stupid shit he does or he will just fuck me over but he has stop most of the drugs. i told him once that smoking cigs is gross and now he is trying to stop. he tells me i am beautiful and gorgeous instead of hot or sexy. we are similar in a lot of ways, which is good but bad cause we both get mad easily. so yeah we have gotten into fights before but soon after we were fine like nothing happened. he makes me feel like a kid again by tickling me, marker fights, play fighting, him letting me win games (sometimes), making faces at each other, playing games and other things. around his friends he still treats me like he does when we are together alone. and i love that, most guys act total different. he holds my hand or has his arm around everywhere we go. he gives me his jacket when im cold and even when i say no he will give it to anyways or stand as close as he can and put the jacket around me as he is still wearing it (i hope that made sense). since its winter and cold outside we have been cuddling most of our relationship, oh and having sex.. but i don’t think its a big deal that its only been two weeks and having sex we both just like having sex, haha. but anywho, i really care for him and i don’t think i want to lose him like ever. the day he told me he was going to the navy, i cried myself to sleep. he leaves for boot camp on May 8th, 2012 for 2 fucking months. he told me this is what he wanted to do since he was little. so i know there is noway i am stopping him from doing it. i told him i didn’t want him to go and that i cried a little but not cry myself to sleep. he told me not to worry about it but how can i not worry? he will be missing my senior prom, my 18th birthday, my graduation, our 6 months and idk maybe other things. but yeah he might be missing those things and im not be selfless with that cause i do sound it but i guess will miss him like you will not believe, i hate being away from him after an hour or so. so after bootcamp he is coming back for a couple days then leaving for the navy for 6 fucking god damn years. i told he i would wait and i really will, i really want to. its kinda hard to believe and i think he doesn’t believe me or anyone else does but i know i want to and that i will. ill figure out a way to make time go faster or something. i told him i would write to him every day. he told him when he gets back we will get a house together and spend the rest of our lives together… i really hope that happens. i was really depressed before i started talking to him and my bestfriends noticed, they tried helping but nothing really worked. but now im like one of the happiest people ever. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH !!
It’s night right now.
There’s something else you should be doing at the moment.
You ate chicken today.
You are lactose intolerant.
There’s a nearby TV on.
You get along with your neighbors.
Twilight is a horrible series.
You’re hungry right now.
You have worked out today.
Running a mile sounds awful.
You have a job.
You love to bake Christmas cookies.
Your parents are still together.
You woke up before 8 this morning.
Baths are better than showers.
You are 5’5” or shorter.
You hate British accents.
Victoria’s Secret is a good store.
Cats are better than dogs.
The 90’s sucked.
Your cell phone is right next to you.
Your favorite color is either blue or purple.
The last thing you drank was water.
You’re in your PJ’s right now.
Your hair color is natural.
Fred from Youtube is annoying.
You don’t drink soda.
There’s at least $20 in your wallet.
It’s cold now.
Orange juice is better than apple juice.
You’re in love with someone right now.
Video games are awesome.
Your sheets are white.
You have read works by Shakespeare before.
You’ve been professionally diagnosed with a psychological disorder.
You know someone in the hospital right now.
You’ve showered today.
You know someone who has beaten cancer.
Sneakers are your favorite shoes to wear.
Chocolate is better than vanilla.
You’re allergic to peanuts.
You’ve never been to New York.
You’ve never been on a varsity sports team.
You want to go to Europe.
You’re using a laptop right now.
Plastic surgery is a good idea.
Vanilla is the best scent a girl can wear.
You’ve made yourself throw up.
You’ve cheated on someone before.
You have a broken heart at the moment.
Your friends do drugs.
School is too early.
Your nails have nail polish on them right now.
You’re Italian.
You have a tan right now.
You’ve been on a diet before.
There are socks on your feet right now.
You’ve used a hair straightener.
Shopping online is easier than shopping in an actual store.
You’re in Verizon’s network.
Cheesecake is delicious.
You have gotten your hair cut in the past month.
Your birthday is within the next 2 months.
You’ve been rejected.
Comedies are better than action films.
Maths is the best subject.
You are fluent in more than one language.
You love Greek food.
You consider yourself a picky eater.
You have more than 3 pillows on your bed.
You live with your parents.
You’re happy right now.
You are a high school graduate.
You have a pet cat.
You were born before April 5th, 1991.
You have brown hair.
You have blue eyes.
Your last name is longer than 5 letters long.
You are in a relationship.
You can count to 20 in another language.
You have studied a foreign language.
You voted in the 2008 presidential election.
You own a vehicle that is older than a 2004.
You have worked 3rd shift.
You have worked in a fast food restaurant.
You drove somewhere that was further than a half hour away today.
You live in New Jersey.
You live in Montana.
You live in Pennsylvania.
Your last name begins with a ‘M’.
Your middle name begins with a ‘C’.
Your first name begins with a ‘S’.
You are older than 19.
You are younger than 16.
You are an only child.
Your parents are divorced.
You have more than one sibling.
You are an Aquarius.
You are a vegetarian.
You have a gym membership.
You are in the military.
You have a relative in the military.
You have been to Canada.
You have been to Mexico.
You have been to Europe.
You are currently enrolled in college/university.
You have done something you told yourself you wouldn’t.
You have braces.
You wear contact lenses.
You have a tattoo on your ankle.
You have a tattoo on your wrist.
You have a tattoo on your lower back.
You have a tattoo on your upper arm.
You have a lip piercing.
You have a tongue piercing.
You have your nipples pierced.
You have your cartilage pierced.
You have received flowers from someone in the last 2 months.
You are engaged.
You are married.
You have children.
You are an aunt or uncle.
Your bedroom walls are blue.
Your bedspread is red.
Your bedroom carpet is beige.
You have been out to eat at a sit-down restaurant in the last week.
You have been drunk in the past 24 hours.
You are bisexual.
You watch Scrubs.
You watch Jon & Kate Plus 8.
You watch American Idol.
You have been to the movies within the last month.
You have cursed in front of your grandparents.
You had a lunch box with a cartoon character on it when you were little.
You actually pay attention to politics.
You are still waiting for your first kiss.
You have kissed someone within the last week.
You have kissed three or more people this year.
You would kiss the last person you kissed again.
You were told you looked cute today.
You were hugged today.
Your best friend is the opposite sex.
You have paid more than $100 on one item of clothing.
You had a date to prom.
You are a good speller.
You are always on time.
You believe in karma.
You have done something illegal within the last 24 hours.
You have thrown up within the last 6 months.
You have ridden an elevator within the last 3 days.
You have spent the night at someone else’s house within the last 2 weeks.
You have been out of the country within the last year.
You love Chinese food.
You love Italian food.
You love Mexican food.
You love country music.
You love rap.
You love hip hop.
You love punk rock.
You love hard rock.
You love metal.
You love classic rock.
You love bluegrass.
You love oldies.
You love techno.
You love instrumental music.
You have taken pictures of yourself just because you were bored.
You know someone younger than 10 who passed away.
You have been in a car wreck.
You have had stitches.
You have a parent who is a teacher.
You have a checking account.
You have a debit card.
You have a currently have a $2 bill in your possession.
You have dated someone who was 2 years younger than you.
You have dated someone who was 2 years older than you.
You have broke up with someone for someone else.
You have cheated on someone.
You have been cheated on.
You are Catholic.
You are Mormon.
You are Buddhist.
You are Agnostic.
You wish at 11:11.
You have had your current job for more than 3 months.
You have had your heart broken.
You broke someone else’s heart.
You felt bad about it.
You have an Aunt Karen.
You have an Uncle Bill.
You have a cousin Sarah.
You have a cousin Adam.
You have worked with a Danielle.
You have ridden in a car with a Stephen.
You have hugged a Tiffany.
You have kissed a Blake.
You have had class with a David.
You have had a crush on an Emily.
You have dated a Derek.
You have been neighbors with a Hannah.
You have done something just for the fact that you were old enough to.
You have been to a cemetary at midnight.
You have been a vampire for Halloween.
You have been a witch for Halloween.
You have been a pumpkin for Halloween.
You have stayed up for 48 hours straight.
You have been to Walmart within the last 3 days.
You own a pair of scrubs.
You own a cowboy hat.
You own a leather coat.
You are missing someone right now.
You have been let down recently.
You have had someone you thought you could trust betray you.
You would rather have a one-night stand than a relationship.
You would rather win $500 from the lottery, than guest on a game show.
You have met someone famous.
(Source: moofinsmoofin, via soccer4lifex19)
i got my tarot cards read over the summer can the guy said i would marry someone whose job will have to do with water and the guy im dating is going into the navy…
Appearance
[ ] I have/had piercings besides the ears.
[x] I want piercings besides the ears.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[x] I have more than two piercings.
Embarrassment
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.
[x] I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.
Health
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had serious surgery.
[ ] I’ve had chicken pox.
Travel
[x] I’ve been to Florida.
[x] I’ve driven/ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
Experiences
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve slapped someone.
[ ] I’ve kissed someone underwater.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[x] I’ve chugged something.
[] I’ve crashed a car / been in a car crash.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[x] I’ve auditioned for something.
[x] I’ve been on stage.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve pranked someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
Honesty / Crime
[ ] I’ve been arrested.
[] I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
[x] I’ve broken a law.
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[] I’ve snuck out.
[x] I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[] I’ve been in a fist fight.
Death
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone/something die.
[] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
[x] I’ve thought about suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[] I own a lot of makeup.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
[] I thrive on compliments.
[] I thrive on hate.
Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs / don’t like to kill them.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I’m a morning person.
[] I’m a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I care about grammar.
[ ] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CDs in a day.
[x] I bake well
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.
[] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[] I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
[x] I’m really ticklish.
[x] I like white chocolate.
[] I bite my nails.
[] I’m good at remembering faces.
[] I’m good at remembering names.
[] I’m good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were and will be totally honest.
People
[] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic.
[x] call me fat.
[x] say I’m skinny.
[x] say I’m ugly.
[x] say I’m pretty.
[x] spread rumors about me.
[ ] force me to eat.
[] say I eat too much.
[] say I eat too little.
[] don’t know I have an eating disorder.
Eating
[] I’ve lost weight.
[x] I’ve gained weight.
[ ] I’m at my thinnest.
[ ] I’m at my biggest.
[ ] I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back.
[x] My weight affects my mood.
[ ] I weigh myself daily.
[x] I’m jealous of everyone skinnier than me.
[ ] I feel happy when I’m hungry.
[x] I get depressed after eating.
[x] I diet.
[x] I’m vegan/vegetarian.
[x] I’ve skipped a meal.
[x] I’ve thrown food away.
[x] I’ve spat food out.
[ ] I’ve taken diet pills.
[ ] I’ve used laxatives.
[ ] I’ve purged.
[ ] I exercise.
[ ] I exercise so I can eat.
[ ] I work out daily.
[] I’ve fainted from exhaustion.
Family
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x] I’ve planned to run away from home before.
[] I’ve run away from home.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want kids.
[ ] I’ve had kids.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.
Relationships
[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’m a swinger.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] I have/had a friend with benefits.
[] I’ve hooked up with someone in little or no notice.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I’ve physically cheated in a relationship.
[] I’ve mentally cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[] Someone has had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.
[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
Sexualtiy
[x] I’m a cuddler.
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[] I’ve kissed a stranger.
Bad times
[] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I can’t swallow pills.
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
[] I’ve been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point.
[] I have/had anxiety problems.
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset.
[x] I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day before.
[] I’ve hurt myself on purpose before.
[] I am / have been addicted to self-harm.
[x] I’ve woken up crying.
[x] I’ve cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I’ve plotted revenge.
I’ve done
[] Weed
[ ] Diet pills
[ ] Anti-depressants
[ ] Ecstasy
[ ] LSD
[ ] Mushrooms
[ ] Speed
[ ] Cocaine
[x] I keep my habits a secret.
[ ] I have a diet blog.
[x] My choices are for me.
[xsometimes] My choices are for someone else.
[x] My choices are to prove myself.
Im watching Pokemon the first episode. Ash is only freaking 10 years old. Wow, I totally forget that. So, if pokemon were real and everything. I would have been a pokemon trader for 6 years haha,. I wonder how old Misty and Brock were cause the three of them act a LOT older then they are haha. Just wanted to write something about it (:
MY FAVORITE EPISODE….
episode 50 — who gets to keep togepi?
wannna watch it —> http://pokemonepisode.org/episode-50-who-gets-to-keep-togepi/ :DD
